Good Mowtown, thanks for sharing, and also sharing about how bipolar is misdiagnosed too.
I think that it is important that is understood and you are validated for that too because I know that diagnosis frightened and confused you which in your condition should not have taken place.

When you talk about these blind spots or disassociative spots, I have them too. Remember when you talked about missing your appointment and how that rattled you, but fortunately they were nice about it? Well, I don't get that and even when I try to explain "I did not notice or I forgot, or I lose track of time as I do", I find that I get "punished" and all that does in reinforce whatever I struggle with in that negative area.
When I tried that new medication, it made that worse and I lost track of big chunks of time as well as it made me very ill too. That is why I am fearful of medications tbh.

Thanks for sharing, I will have to talk to "my" T about this therapy.

((Hugs))
OE