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My brain is poisoning me. It is telling me so many terrible lies. It's telling me lies like I am the worst wife and mother, lies like I am the worst daughter and friend. And worse are the lies I've mentioned in my other recent threads. And I believe all of these lies and so they are becoming reality. That is very dangerous. Anyone relate?
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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