Oh, I can relate, 100%...I've never been so miserable for so long. It's probably time for me to take a leap of faith and face the inevitable side-effects from an anti-depressant. I look at that picture, and I identify with the loneliness and despair that is in the eyes of that bear...I identify with the fear that's in the eyes of the little icons in the rain - looking like that even though they have umbrellas, they're still getting soaked. I hope that things get a bit better for you...