So I was a bit paranoid as of late. I didn't believe My husband would be around when I got home. Well he's around but I guess he was/is concerned enough to talk to our friend about it who said I was delusional. I'm not sure Im upset about that.

So him and his wife were in town visiting our other friends and we were invited over. I said no because it's 45 min away, there's a bit of tension between our other friends and I haven't seen her since I threatened to divorce my husband unless he stopped talking to her and we have 3/4 of a tank for the rest of the month.

Its emberising enough that I have to see friends that I band my husband from talking to when I was in a weird mood but now I read that he told our friend that "we weren't going because I said no and he wants me to ease back into life because he's not sure whether I'm still paranoid or not."

Now I really don't want to show my face around any of them. I have to eventually see them in the next week or so. How do I get over all the embarisment?

And yes I know its not right to look through his Facebook message but...