Dear Juliebean,
Sometimes "I understand" is the best comfort a person can give. I live my life doing things that nobody around me understands. To have someone who understands the struggle we go through to not do those things and to understand why sometimes we give in and stop fighting it is more precious to me then I can put into words. I tried to tell hubby what triggered me and he sighed. Can you believe that? Yes I know it is not reasonable to be as upset about the bill thing as I was but to get a sigh when I was trying to talk my way through it just hurts. I know my moods are unreasonable but they do exist and need to be comforted. So the words that you wrote were perfect. Thank you.
Carrie

PS I did make it through it without cutting. Then I hit a bordom wall. I hate being bored but I made it through that as well without causing any damage so I feel good about it though extremely emotionally tired.

<font color=blue>The important thing is this: to be able at any momeent to sacrifice what we are for what we could become.--Charles Du Bos