Get ye to the gym and use that membership Mr. Bryc33. It will help you feel better. Do you see your kids daily? How old are they? They need to see dad taking care of himself as best he can. It will make you feel better about yourself too if you are doing what you can.

So you have a lot of issues. You're not alone. I'm sure not every day is a lousy day. Usually these things come and go.

Do you have one person you can reach out to?