LastQuestion, I appreciate your post. Aside from occasional, wonderful time spent with my grown children I'm finding it really difficult to see much purpose to the rest of my life these days. Most of the time I daydream about how happy I was back in high school...30+ years ago. I feel pathetic. I wish I had a good answer for you, but at least...well, you're not alone. And honestly, for some reason something tells me better times will come. Seriously.