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Old Aug 15, 2014, 11:30 PM
letsgogh letsgogh is offline
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I have wanted to see one for months, but I can't seem to get the determination to go, for various reasons. Either I start feeling great again and think I don't need it and it becomes a game of 'oh next time I'll go in, if I ever feel 'x' again I will make an appointment'.
Or, when I feel horrible I become terrified of going and cancel the day before, or I panic about how much it will cost and hate myself or I no longer see the point. I want to go to a walk in next week that at my university but I'm apprehensive and very wary, and it costs money, which I don't have a lot of.

What is it like, and was it worth it?
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