Sorry you're feeling like that, its not a good feeling but I can relate to it as I've experienced it multiple times though my situation is a bit different than yours....but there is nothing to be guilty about its not your fault you're experiencing those symptoms that's just the depression trying to tear you down. Is your partner supportive and know of your issues? And do you have a therapist to discuss things with at all currently?

I don't think it makes you a bad mom either, would you be a bad mom if you where sick with the flu or something and it interfered with you getting out of bed? If anything just try not to judge yourself....sorry if none of this is very helpful, but thought I should say something as no one has posted yet. Anyways I hope you can make it through the day.