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Old Aug 16, 2014, 02:33 AM
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I'm happy to have the diagnosis after 9 years of hell on my family and myself.
The thing I have a hard time dealing with is how to fix the 9 years of damage left in the wake of this monster.
I also have a hard time with all the wasted time, all the doctors appts. all the meds. I was always "sick". Everyone (including myself) thought it was physical even after all blood tests known to man came back normal.
I was always a very strong, intelligent, hard working woman that thrived on stressful jobs and came out on top. I crashed and crashed good and now I have to be careful as to what events I allow in my life.
I guess in a nutshell, I'm angry that I just can't "live life" like I used to.
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Celexa 10mg qd
Ritalin 10mg bid
Lamactil 25mg hs (tritrating up)
Zyprexa 2.5 mg hs until I hit 50mg of Lamactil