Yes, but only when I'm very depressed, like I am now. Just finished training at a new job, and everyday these 5 other women are all chatting about all this random, positive stuff... I just wanted to strangle them. I actually distracted myself by coming to this forum and writing some responses. It also doesn't help that my tendency to think most people are idiots tends to aggravate me further, especially when people are "ranting and raving" about this or that. I HATE idle small talk. Even when hypomanic, my conversations need SOME kind of substance otherwise instant irritation ensues. Grrr.
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