For the mods: It would be nice to put a trigger icon on this thread.
I didn't realize how much it would affect me until I read it. It's just so similar to what I'm feeling.
To OP:
It's incredible how many people seem to have the same problem.
My boyfriend also has a porn problem, we've been together two years.
That, along with other problems, has made our intimacy nonexistent.
My last boyfriend was way worse with his use. It was disgusting, the images I saw, and I was never able to get it out of my head.
I think it's a poison that has affected our generation - it's too easily accessible, too prominent.
Just like with any other addiction (cigarettes, for example), I don't think a person can get out of it unless they themselves want to. And most of the time, they don't.
I'm as much at a loss as you...
I hope we can both get through this.