Thank you so very much Thunder Bow... I have been reading some of the other post and I feel so sad for the people who deal with the pain of weight, looks or any rejection and bullying. There are times I think how great it would be to go back to those people from school who handed me all of this pain because of their own mental and self-esteem issues. I look at my family and I see how they are all living today and the pain and sadness they live is worse than mine. I am also sure that many of the people who bullied me did not get such great life results. By the way I went back and saw many of them on Facebook. Let me tell you, not so good.
I don't know the answers for everyone but I do know that I never wanted to die because through it all there was a slight glimmer of hope. I hope that someday when someone feels so lost they don't want to leave their home or worse they want to end their life, they just take a moment and think; I will just try to get to tomorrow and then another tomorrow will come. If you have to keep aiming for another tomorrow eventually you survived and peace will come...
Thank you