thanks... i probably wouldnt be so anxious if i had my klonopin :/

i was so lost in my mind i thought it was sunday, i hate it when that happens! cant even remember what day it is im going to try to participate... im just super quiet, i worry about making new friendships with new people who seem to be nice but turn out to be like all the rest... my case manager says i have an amazing ability to cover up these things :/ sometimes i feel like im torturing myself by not allowing myself to show any of these things, sort of split lives there is the pain, then there is the fake happy

i appreciate your comments, also apologize for my wacky typing
i havent been sleeping very well lately