I can feel my mind slowly slipping again. That feeling that you are not in the right skin. Like even going to go pee is just too overwhelming to think about. I put my son down for a nap but I don't remember how long ago it was... was it two hours ago? Or did I just put him in there? If I take him out too soon he won't nap but I don't want to leave him in there all day either.... I think about it being dinner time soon and I get anxious. I'm going to have to feed him. And I also don't want to eat. I haven't bathed in days. I'm afraid of the shower. I'm afraid of my son drowning. I just want to sleep and sleep and sleeep. I can't brush my teeth. I can't drive. I have no money. I wish someone else could take my son so I don't have to do anything. I can't do anything. My husband said we just talked on the phone but I don't even remember hearing from him. I feel like I need major help. I don't know what to do. I want to take care of my self, I want to take care of my son but I juSt CAN"T and I don't know what's wrong with me. I keep hearing someone whispering my name and its starting to freak me out. They won't stop.