No offense taken. I come to accept that BPs do crazy things, including going off their meds without a doctors supervision. That is the nature of the disease.
By the way, aren't you in a probationary period that requires you to be med compliant? Maybe you are not this person. But if you are, you are placing at risk your nursing license. But then I have come to expect this type of risk taking from myself and others here.
I really hope this works out for you!