I'm ok....I was incredibly torn up on Thursday but after going to work on Friday I started felling more normal....it's when I'm home it's worst...I still have her cage because I'll probably get another bird but I may have to wait until spring...I keep making little voices and whatever when I walk by only to realize she's not there.

I didn't realize how much I interacted with her. I'm thinking maybe a parakeet next time....I like those guys a lot but I get less attached this bird was like more to me than most humans....

I have to pick up her ashes next week though and I'm pretty sure I'll be all messed up again.

But yeah I just need to keep busy and out of the house....I set up a peace lily on her cage and a little dragon statue I had bought to represent her spirit some time ago....it helps me realize she's not physically there anymore although she'll always be with me ....