Thanks Leslie. It is really sore and I think I might have to have my doc look at it. One of my fingers is so swollen and blistered. Oh well, there are worse things in life. I am more mad at myself than anything. My mind is just to full; I am not paying attention. I just had a bad experience with my mom. I dont know what her problem is but she was mean to me and now I feel like she is turning on me too. Just like my dad. This is going to be a hard one tonight. I keep wanting to harm myself but am trying so hard not too. Just needing to keep things clear in my head; think about whats important.

justme