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I totally understand. It's like a drug. I always find myself wanting to get back there. I rapid cycle so I haven't spent years depressed but even now when I'm not really depressed I just feel blah. I want to feel amazing. I miss it. But my last psychotic episode was scary enough to keep me on my drugs.
There's got to be a way to find that joy in life without being manic. "Normal" people do it, right? Lol.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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