Sounds like things are really bad for you right now, so it's good that you are posting here for support. But it sounds pretty serious - especially with psychosis and caring for a young child. Have you thought about going to ER and telling them what is happening for you? Your safety and the safety of your son are important. Is there anyone who can take him for a few days so you can focus on getting well? It sounds like you may need an inpatient stay. Hugs