Two of my friends have gotten tired of me and blocked/left me in less than 24 hours, say that I'm too much for them to deal with, and that I'm a bully/was a bully. I'm not trying to be. I just want someone to care about me. People dump their stuff on me, so why can't anyone care about my problems. Yes I did have alcohol last night so I'm pretty depressed today but I'm pretty sure that this isn't a temporary mood right now. All of my friends are gone. I don't have any. I don't feel like the world needs me or that there is anything in it left for me or that I deserve because I break and ruin or hurt or burden everything in my path.