Moonkin, I experience the loneliness you feel, too. It is not constructive to isolate ourselves. Posting is one of the most low-risk ways we can reach out. Even when I can't do a single other thing to help myself, I can post. I respect your decision, but it's okay to change your mind. We understand. Keep coming back until you find the forums and friends who work for you.

Big hugs and good thoughts.