I've been having difficulties for some time now and I have gotten worse as I've become more stable. I'm not sure, but I think I've been having some adverse reactions to Temazepam that were not apparent due to the severity of the depression I was having while I was taking it. I've been gradually becoming more certain I've been in and out of withdrawl for...I don't know.

I can't remember stuff very well since after I began taking it and activities involving memory and attention became too hard, or at least I know they were difficult before I was on it and have been beyond my ability for many weeks since that time. I thought it was my depression, or stress, or...still don't know. I've started tapering back from 30mg to 22.5mg and it sucks hard.

Some part of me thinks my pdoc was negligent in prescribing it for more than four weeks, but I can't remember the details discussed during the appointments I was prescribed Temazepam and had a refill.

I'm wondering what type of experiences others here have had on benzos. I've just felt like I'm losing my mind and hoping maybe others here could provide some perspective. I suppose at this point I really just want to be able to have some idea of what aspects of these experiences I might be imagining or deluding myself into believing are really occuring.