I feel confused and ignored in my earliest memories. Maybe around 3-4. The earliest one is being out side with a golden retriever, and not understanding what it was, an wanting to ask about. I remember it seemed so big, and kit kept chasing a Frisbee. My parents never explained what it was. And then I remember seeing a piece of cloth out the window hanging on a tree, and kept trying to ask my mother what it was, but I don't think she understood. I remember feeling frustrated and ignored.