ugh I know exactly what you're talking about. I write stories; it's my passion, actually. When I'm medicated though, I just kinda.. :l you know? I don't have any spurts of energized vigor to write.I'm usually overflowing with ideas ALL the time, but now that I'm on medication, I haven't written whatsoever. I'm very disappointed. I want that manic inspiration, but the psychosis was getting out of hand. I'm very sensitive to medication; pretty much it will affect every area of my "problems" even if it's predominately antipsychotic.