See, this is one of the reasons I can't do what I'm supposed to be doing. One of the main things I'm supposed to do is apply to jobs. But every time I pull up online job listings, I see that I can't do ANY of the stuff in any of the job descriptions. If I do find a job description that sounds like I could maybe manage to do that job, I get to the application (which of course has like 40 parts, so it'll take 2 hours to complete), and it starts asking me questions like "How many years of experience do you have in a similar position?" What's the point in even spending all of my time filling out applications for jobs I won't get because I have no skills or experience that anyone values? This is the kind of crap that makes me want to give up on life because it's like I'll never be able to get anywhere in life anyway because there's nothing I'm good at, and no one is willing to give me a chance to learn how to do anything. It's also the kind of crap that makes me want to say eff therapy and never go back because what's the point if I can't do any of the stuff he wants me to do because I'm too stupid?
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