Petunia,

I had a really hectic week, and just got a chance to read your posts on 4/17 and 4/19.

I'm sorry it's been hard for you to learn and see just how strong you were and are.

My adopted daughter grew up in a very similar environment to the one you described. As the oldest daughter she felt she HAD to be strong, and hold things together that an adult couldn't be expected to hold together.

((((((((((((Petunia)))))))))))))

I wish there were more I could do to help you see what an incredible job you did as a child trying to keep people safe, who were acting in unsafe ways. I wish I could help you to see what a wonderful person you are.

Hugs,

EJ