Jax, this sounds so much like me Even down to some saying I was "spoiled" as a child..... more like ignored..... and the easiest way out, at the time, was taken, to make me quiet, compliant, scared, and "not there"......

If you find any answers please share them with me. All I have really found so far is to halt, think, check and double check before I post anything. Sigh. And to think if the past is... maybe just maybe............ influencing my present reaction. If it is, do and say NOTHING

I think your puppies are very lucky

(((((((((((( Jax )))))))))))))