PS,
You have a wonderful relationship with your T, so open. The little girl was you, wasn't she? Maybe there's a connection between how you were feelng ripped away and the closeness to the little girl. Maybe she felt that once. I can phone my T if I need him. I just don't do it easily. Maybe that wlll come in time. I'm afraid of overstepping boundaries. not that he has set any, they are in my mind.

Good work!