I either am euphoric after a session with T or I am falling apart. This week falling apart wins. My eyes are raw and my head aches. All my energy gets sucked into trying to deal with the falling apart and I forget most of what we talked about. I know it was a good session and there was an association that she made that I liked and was like a lightbulb moment. But I can't even remember it.

She asked about the men. She asked in the sweetest welcoming warmest way. And I told her. And I wish I hadn't. It's too hard having it out there.


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"I wish I had a river I could skate away on... I wish I had a river so long.... I would teach my feet to fly.."
...Joni Mitchell/Sarah McLachlan