You're right Creative, but when you're not feeling well you put all your hopes up on specialist.
I had swings and thought I had anxiety, but then there were days when I was crying my eyes out. So after trying SSRI which made my state of mind worse, my pdoc (she is an expert for BP spectrum) said I have cyclothimia. it only effects 1% of population (lucky me ?!)...and it's a mild BP yeah.

I am just hoping for some imrpovement. I mean there is an imrpovement but I need more cus this is just not it yet. Maybe a change of meds...who knows. Luckily I have pdoc appointment in 8 days.

HUGS*