I'm definitely going to a lawyer. I'm waiting for the contract to the house. My grandpa never made a will and my grandma couldn't because she was afraid of her son-in-law. After she died, my dad managed to get them to sign the house over to him but he never made a contract. He had to move the cows from his house because my uncle started killing them as payback. They also stopped speaking to him. I'm convinced that this is the only reason why he didn't give them the house. Other than that, they really don't have any claim over my dad's cows, regardless of what his sister said.

The emotional issues are the ones I really need to adress but I can't go to therapy because I can't afford it right now and I don't have access to free therapy in my town. I'm too afraid to deal with all of them, though. The aunt who lives in the village and her twin sister will definitely try and make my life a living hell. My dad hasn't even been dead for a month yet and none of them cares enough to even pick up a phone and ask how we're doing. Only the stupidest of the three calls every day to try and manipulate us into giving everything to her twin sister.

Today all I did was say that my cousin should have called me and let me know that he was going on a vacation and either tell me that the animals were taken care of or ask me to help him find a worker, anything. I shouldn't have to find a post on fb saying that he's on a vacation and not be able to contact anyone and find out who's tending to the animals. Is that so terrible? Should she start screaming that nothing belongs to me, that I'm a stranger and they're only putting up with me because they loved their brother over that? Tell me that I didn't love my dad because his eyes are still open and all I care about is ~the fortune? Can you imagine what comes next?