what do I do? Whats this life I'm living? My depresson never had a start and now it doenst look to have an end. Meds..are no help. My therapist(s) never helped, even the one who associates with my psyciatrist he never ever recomends meds, nor does she, he never gives me things to work on. ya'know its sad cause he is the supposed "best" in the area, (i've said that in so many posts) Oh god, guys whats next? I just sit here, and wether away, when I get out its just that much worse. When my parents are around its a complete lie, as when I'm around friends all smiles, yet tears flow despite it, i constantly wish to die,while I smile I want to break and say F*** the world for making me unable to cry............................