(((((((((((((((((DePressMe))))))))))))))))

I'm so so sorry that things are being so horrible to you right now!! That's a terrible situation to find yourself in, and I hope and pray that things take a turn for the better REALLY soon (as my parents would say, "If the money fairy pooped on my head..."). Just please, recognize that YOU are an exceptional person. You're juggling SO much stuff, and you still manage to be a genuine, caring individual who isn't toally wrapped up in themselves. THAT IS A HUGE ACHIEVEMENT!! It might not seem like a lot right now, but it gives you every reason to NOT hate yourself.

luck&love,
~muse