I'd written about discussing a rough period w/my therapist. Just started going really in depth last week about it and struggled afterward with feeling it was a mistake, though I don't think it was. More the emotional repercussion of telling an old painful half-secret. At any rate, after I got the first reply, started feeling really over exposed and combative (I'm excellent at being defensive) and have decided to save myself the stress for right now and maybe table this and see how it goes talking to her about it tomorrow first instead. I hate being sleep deprived, makes everything worse.