It's a little hard on a fat person to hear someone say they'd rather be insane and thin than to be sane and look a little like.....me.

I feel awful about your situation. I know what it's like to be caught between a rock and a hard place; in fact I'm in one myself as we speak. I don't have to tell you, you know what I always say---"TAKE THE DAMN MEDS!!" LOL

Wishing you the best, no matter what you decide to do. (((HUGS)))