I definitely ultradian cycle everyday. I definitely have bipolar. Everything I've been reading is me to a tee. Thank you for taking the time to write on my post it means a lot to me. I only found this site yesterday , and yes I'm manic at the moment, I've been on here for hours. My other half was pissed off I was on my phone all the time. This is the first time I have been in Contact and chatting to people with bipolar reading everyone else's posts I can't believe what others are going through is what I am going through. It's real it really is. When u get comments like "you can't blame everything on your bipolar" and "you need to sort your **** out" it's comforting that I know I'm not doing this on purpose just to piss people off. I have a mental illness and it's REAL.