((((((((( Pet )))))))))
Now you listen to me. Listen hard. None, not one, of those deaths were due to you. Not one!!!!!!!! You are NOT a death magnent. You have had horrible things happen, but you did not do one thing to cause them.
Stick with your pdoc. You need her.
I want you to reverse the situation and do what you would tell me. I know for sure what you would tell me and so do you. You would tell me to go to my pdoc.
I'm only a pm away. I am here for you.
Love and hugs,
Jan