I have large anxiety problems around the fact that I most likely won´t be able to continue in therapy because of lack of funding. I´ve got a few times in therapy paid by my insurance company but there´s a limitation regardlessly of your diagnosis and state.

Besides the problems I went into therapy for I now have to deal with the fact that I probably can´t continue in treatment. I really like my therapist but I find it hard to deal with the fact that she will probably throw me out. It will cause me a lot of new problems and anxiety around getting a new therapist which is very hard combined with the risk of meeting a therapist that doesn´t match my needs.

The T doesn´t have offer therapy to reduced cost and I´ve never heard of any pro bono cases in my country. The therapy that´s offered is often just "someone to chat with" for a few times unless you´re very sick and heavily depressed. I feel very stuck and think I´m about losing hope...

Talking about this to my T seems in some way quite pointless as she have never brought the subject up although she knows I will need more therapy than the insurance covers. I don´t want her to believe that I´m begging for free therapy either.