Okay, so I am going into grade 12 and I have encountered a problem. Long story short, I have to take biology all year, which I am terrified for. Plants dont bother me much, cells dont nerve me either, but I have this really embarassing fear of what is inside the human body, that nobody seems to understand. I looked it up on the internet but there are almost no results.....

Like every time i am in a public place and think about it I nearly get a panic attack and that feeling i got to escape or else .....

Anyways, I think this phobia really connects to my anxiety. I have had anxiety issues since I was 10 years old and my parents never understood me, they were all like "grow up!!!" I am on anxiety meds, and they help but i still get nervous, especially about the human body..... But it is weird, sitting here in my bedroom right now, because when I think about some organs, it does not bother me too much. I do not feel lightheaded, but if i am in a public place such as the mall and i think about this I feel lightheaded and faint.... Which connects to my other phobia, my fear of fainting, which I also find embaressing which is why I am writing about this anonymously on the internet because here, I dont feel as though people are judging me that much.

What should I do to help with this problem? Am I the only one here?