You guys are wonderful. Thank you all so much for the advice and the hugs.

Jax, I totally agree with you... which is one of the reasons I feel so horrible about the whole thing; that's a lot to swallow, dumb as it is to say that. I didn't want to talk to her about any of this, and I didn't try to seek sympathy from her, though. But meh, doesn't matter; she's right, so are you. I guess it just seemed kinda... I dunno... upsetting, I guess, when I started to cry and she kept at it. I'm not really giving her enough credit, though, 'cause she really was trying to help me.

I wish I could just accept that as it is, though, instead of feeling worse. Weird.