Thanks everyone. I feel so different now since the psychosis. So much has changed. I'm not as on top of things and I used to be. And I used to have spot on intuition, now I have a hard time trusting myself. I used to be so confident....so much has changed.

Anybody relate? Idk, how much is the meds and how much is that I completely lost touch with reality for a bit, lol. Also, not to dismiss anyone, but I think a lot of people with bp think they've been through a psychosis when really it's just a mixed state. Those are horrible but, a psychosis is losing COMPLETE touch with reality.

Anyway, I get more paranoid now too, it sucks!