Hi! So I recently posted a thread on the general forum and was directed here.

I'm 22 and living with bipolar disorder.

I am obsessed with the highs. Everything seems so dull if it's not completely amazing and colorful. Life is depressing without mania. I was offered a mood stabilizer (I'm already on abilify) and I was so devastated. What would I do without that feeling of invincibility? How do you guys deal with being "normal" when you've felt so amazing before hand? Everything seems so... sub-par.

Thanks in advance