I don't remember much of my past. And what little memories I have, I remember them like short movies - like I'm looking down from above, from the outside. I'm also feeling like I'm broken - my mind is slowly deteriorating. I'm not able to do things I used to - which is scary because my job depends on being able to understand and explain difficult and complex problems. I'm hoping my mind doesn't continue to deteriorate - but I am scared that it will only get worse. I'm hoping this may be because of drugs so I have an agreement with my pdocs to consider a service dog in an effort to reduce/discontinue meds.

Has anyone gone through this?