(( SecretGarden ))

Thank you for all your kind words and encouragement. No it isn't too much schtuff

I'm so glad to hear that my forgetting isn't a major defect that could thwart the therapy process.

I did nurture myself. Didn't think I would be able to at all today. But I cleaned the apt, made fruit salad, played Scrabble, and cuddled with Max.

As you suggested, I allowed the falling apart to just happen (are you reading Pema Chodron, too?! ) and it was there that I realised that it was the revealing and wanting to take it back, wanting to forget that was panicking me.



ECHOES