In all serious I do have crazy thoughts, some that I would never share cause they would probably lock me up LOL. When I feel that tension that we all know so well I imagine at times the worst things that the someone who has caused these feelings could endure with plans and all. Other times I seek ways to get back as I always want to feel like I have the upper hand which could take seconds, weeks, months and even years. Even if the words I share cause grief to the one, it all makes things right.
Now after writing that last paragraph I know how wrong this is. How immature and stupid that I need to allow these feelings hold me back and make me nuts(part of the sickness???). Truth is to be able to let things go and continue forward is so much better, easier and the right thing to do. Easier said than done though! Images are not our friend but really our worst enemy which is the root of all our evils. IMO