I've been with my T almost 3 years now, with a few months' breaks during that time, but the more I see termination being inevitable soon, the more attached I feel and scared of going on without T. It's especially complicated by the fact it took me a long time to build up trust and acknowledge connection. I want to bring it up, but am scared and just the thought of the conversation makes me so uncomfortable. How have others had a successful discussion about this?