I'm forced to do things I don't really want to. I'm living a life I don't really care about. I'm depressed, numb.... but Yet I'm heart broken and hurt... how is that possible ? I've wanted to feel 'right', I've never felt 'right', never. I'm tired of being this weak, sensitive person...

I don't matter, never mattered to anyone.

Day after day afrwe day

I made a few plans, so that I can one day live the life I wanted.... but I just threw it all away, I give up.

I'm a failure.