I went to my pdoc as soon as I realized something was going on. She gave me 25mg of serequil at night to calm me down, but didn't think a med change was in order. I had been doing great on this cocktail for almost a year. My son is having his Bar Mitzvah in 2 weeks and she wonders if maybe the stress of that sent me off. I see a therapist Thursday (I don't see one bc I usually feel just fine)

I keep swearing to myself I will not engage in texting with this guy- it's like a drug though- gets me high and happy- and then very very very depressed and sad and I hate myself.