Thanks everyone. I actually got a response back last night (and am now on the schedule for Wednesday). I had already turned off my computer, so I'm just seeing it now...

So, that's good (though I'm a little nervous now too - but if I can get through some of the stuff I've been thinking, it will be helpful - we'll see!)

Oh, and T did reply with: "I am glad you are asking for help in taking care of yourself…"... maybe they teach this in T-school? It feels weird and artificial... but whatever, clearly it's ok.

Thanks for the encouragement... without it, I would tend to get stuck in "thinking about it", and the whole week would have gone by. Thanks!